We began this exploration here on paper only some few months ago. While its development has been in progress for this person's life time its culmination as it appears here on paper as these words, and to her as an understandable inner voice, did not just jump into being. We are not some sort of mental wizardry - nor psychic gibberish. We can appear in this manner through this person's very deliberate and directed intentions and efforts, even while she so long hid such efforts from her clearly conscious self...